&the greying vision

Monday, January 29, 2007 3:42 PM

i'm back from school.
cant resist to blog.
cos i got some thing complain! =(
something that made me cry!

i was supposed to take this injection for the food thingy.
but i had always been looking for some clinic tht has the pills for consumption.
but where ever i went, there aint any one that provided this service.
so i had no choice.
but to take the injection.
being someone who really fears of injections,
till the extend tht i dun even dare to see the needle of the jab in the tv.
in fact it shares the same standard that i'm afraid of spider.
it's already overcoming myself to take the jab ALONE!
den i told the nurse: you must make it one jab only! and try not to be pain okay!?
and she agreed.
but but but but.
it's not the case.
it's so FREAKING pain okay!?
and yes, i cried once the dose is done before the needle is taken out.
and tears just rolled out like nobody's business.

school today sucks.
did nothing but stone and one tht i can remember very clearly is science and pe.
it's the first time i ever did titration.
it was totally hell!
now i know what's the diff between pure chemistry and sub science chemistry.
and now i know in chemistry, a drop does count.
cos i was doing this titration.
and was using this indicator.
end point is pale pink.
i was told by my fren to add a drop.
but, i tot it wouldn't matter much to the color diff.
however, it wasn't like tht. i added two drop into the alkali.
and it turn out to be quite a dark pink.
so if i merely added a drop, i would have gotten a pale pink color.
so sad.
and pe.
TOTALLY HELL!
i swear i hate micheal kwok's pe lessons!
it was conditioning.
bearing in mind, it was ages ago that i've ever ran
and did conditioning.
it was a total shit sia.
ran 7rounds.
3 rounds as warm up first.
did some stupid jumping up and down the grand stand stairs.
mind you, is the higher one.
first was jumping using one leg(left&right).
den was both(of cos much more easier.)
den run again.
2 rounds.
back again.
we did some adomial exercise.
and yanlin, rem tht time you taught me the one using the hands and leg to lift the body up in the gym??
yea.
we did tht for ten time each 10 count.
and other many more.
and back for 2 rounds.
and now hands.
as usual.
the usual few.
it was totally hell today!
=(

enough of tht.
happen to watch the news ytd.
tht Xu Wei Lun met a accident in taiwan while rushing down to another place for filming. and was in bad coma. rate was 3.
i think it was considered bad.
i was thinking she's will recover.
but she din't.
in fact, she went worse.
last night (28/01/2007), she passed away.
just like this.
i was totally shocked cos when i saw Gary(Cao Ge's) blog.
he was wishing for her.
and someone tagged, she has passed away.
i was sturned.
how could it be!?
i went online to search bout her news.
and it turn out to be the truth.

This is how fragile one life could be.

read quite a number of article of her's.
and i was sad.
watch one of her show before.
Love Storm
she's a good actress.
and she's pretty.
She's sweet.
and she just left the world like this.
she got alot of good friends tht love her.
Like Yang Cheng Ling, Zhen Yuan Chang, Lin Yi Chen, Zai Zai, Li Wei
and i felt pity for Li Wei.
because, they were once lovers.
yet just because Li Wei doesn't want to admit the relationship.
and lead to now, he has had no chance to see Xu Wei Lun the last time.
because her mum doesn't allow him to do so.
and i saw his photo how sad he is.
he cried.
i guess it's a test for all her friends to accept this fact.
and my condolences to her family.
and lastly, Xu Wei Lun rest in peace.
hope you feel more assured in the other world.

one lesson i've learn from this accident.
anyone could die in any moment.
so cherish them before you realise it's gone.

ending a post with a sad thing aint good.

loves,
`cindy

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